On
I can't go on
Living in the sunlight of a vengeful god
Where every day I pay my penitence
Dread
It never ends
Are we still friends? I still love all these aliens
I’m always hurting I’m always hurting
Rotting deep inside
I’m always hurting
Time kills me inside
Can't always be there to make sure you're doing fine
I'm always guilty I'm always guilty
And every single crime
Will never leave my mind
I haven't
Seen you since I was ten
And maybe not even then
I'm too tired to even pretend
I don't want to wake up ‘til you’re back around me
I don't want to stay used to the endless ennui
I don't want anybody to help me
‘Cause still I feel this is what I deserve
All I think about is the shit that I regret
And all the days ahead of me seem worse than that
And all my greatest days are so far in the past
I know they're never coming back
I'll never be like that again
And Oh I didn't know
How to find you after all
My brainfrite buddies
Brainfrite buddies
fuck
I feel so fucked
Eternally punished by everything
I love
The wounds aren't healing they're only growing
No way I'll survive
I'm always hurting
credits
from See You There,
track released November 18, 2022